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Sunday, July 19, 2015


I'm having difficulty sorting my thoughts. And since I have a blog with pretty much only -bot readers, I can use this as a scratch pad. (If you are not a "-bot" of any kind then please don't take that comment as a diss, as I welcome and appreciate a true human visiting my blog.)

So here's some random stuff:

LinkedIn -- I made a post about how I accept invitations from only people I know as I thought it was better to have connections that could account for me in some way or another. But I gave up on being ideal as I felt it was making me look like a jerk. I realized one does not take LinkedIn seriously anyhow. And it's not like I've made my profile completely professional looking. So I accept it as just a networking thing.

After my change of mind, I went through my invitations, many of which had been there for years, and tried to accept all of the real ones. I could accept about only ten of them. The rest of them wouldn't work and then I lost the invitations. So if you sent me one and think I rejected you, that wasn't me. Feel free to send a new request.

New England Patriots -- Yes, time for me to finally make some more comments about my favorite team! Deflategate is stupid, OK? I'm not going to spend a lot of energy arguing whether Tom Brady might have done something technically against the rules or not. But I think it's idiotic to believe he did anything to cheat the game and gain an unfair advantage. It's obvious some people (like *refs*) were over-inflating his footballs (you know, to over 16) and he wanted to make sure that didn't happen, because, well, then that would be cheating the Patriots. So maybe that led to something that was technically wrong by taking some pressure out if the refs overinflated them. But there's nothing at all that shows he wanted them under 12.5 psi. Nothing. (And actually nothing that shows that any rules were broken by the Patriots in the AFC Championship Game, itself, which is what the case is about. Except that guy shouldn't have made the bathroom stop with them balls.)

And Spygate was stupid, too.

Facebook stuff -- ugh, can I just see people's photos and personal stories?  Tired of narrow minded views about groups of people (coming from different sides).  So many people post stuff attacking their "opponents" instead of trying to have a discussion. Do you think people listen to you when you put them down?

And I'm starting to think that Bernie Sanders must just be a drinking game. Seems like excessive posting about him. Am I supposed to drink every time? If so I must stay off. I'm a total lightweight.

My Film/Screenplay stuff -- Yeah, I have nothing to say about that now. This is why this post is about other things.

Philosophy -- (Why not wind it up with a subject in which a degree in will get you nowhere? ) I'm beginning to think this "free will" thing is fake.

Yeah, deep.

Like what I've had on TV as I've written this post.

Tuesday, March 03, 2015

Making "Little Pen Lost" -- part 1

Alison Wachtler (Lisa) and Zele Avradopoulos (Angie) search for pens, chocolate and the meaning of everything.
I wrote most of this over a year ago. Not the most scintillating reading you'll come across but I like to write this stuff just in case someone (if there is such a someone) is curious about how this little film came about.   So I'll share:

I finally made another film last August.  I wasn't sure about doing one, as I've been writing several other longer scripts for the past few years and felt that I should focus on those, for if I were to do another film, it would get in the way of my writing.  I felt that I needed to get away from the shorty-shorts and put my efforts into longer, more complicated stories.  Even doing just a short film can take up so much time and energy, not just in the making of the film but in getting it out to festivals.

Then I had the screenplay reading in June.  Alison Wachtler and Zele Avradopoulos both participated in it.  I had worked with Zele before (she was Claudia in I Just Want to Eat My Sandwich) and I had been emailing with Alison for a while, feeling like I knew her well.

I was talking with the two of them after the reading and observed how their energies complemented each other.  I thought how it would be nice to have something for them to do together.  I still wasn't thinking, hey, I'll go write a script for them because I can't force that kind of thing.  But sometimes, if I'm around certain actors long enough, characters for them pop up and they help lead me to writing  a story.

The Broad Humor Film Festival was having their annual invitational challenge.  I had participated in it in 2008 (which was the last time I filmed anything -- and that was just something I quickly threw together with my brother, Stephen, and my husband, Jeremy, so I didn't count it as a real film production) but didn't in subsequent years because of a certain little person.  (And I thank her.)

I'm not generally crazy about doing any kind of criteria film because it feels like you aren't really making the film you want to make --  you have to focus on specific limitations.  But at the same time, it is a great exercise, making you think in different ways.  And I'm willing to go past my usual preferences for Broad Humor.

After all, I really needed the exercise of making some kind of film.  While I was right that doing a film  (I'd be writing, producing, directing and editing) would keep me from working on those other scripts, I thought that I might forget how to make a movie if I didn't do another one soon.  Also, I just wanted to feel part of the Broad Humor Film Festival again.  I had two short screenplays as finalists in the 2011 and 2012 screenplay competitions but I didn't have anything ready to send them this year.

A few days later, an idea popped in my mind.  I told myself if I were to do something it would have to be with few people and in one location.  All I could really do was a bench scene.  And the criteria for this year's invitational was the Bechdel test -- two women share a scene in which they talk about something other than men.  OK, I could surely come up with some kind of conversation and find some way to make it slightly entertaining.  And I thought if I did that, I could film it in just a few hours, have minimal coverage and have only two or three actors total, minimizing pre-production, production and post.

Of course I didn't want it to just be a conversation that served only as a showcase of witty dialogue and charming actors.  I wanted something to happen.  So I thought of something.  {SPOILER ALERT -  at least *I'd* rather you see Little Pen Lost before reading this}  Puppets.  And there went keeping it simple.  Because for some reason I have to find something complicated to toss into the project.

So I had to find someone who could make puppets.  And find puppeteers.  I didn't want actors without puppeteering experience operating the puppets because this was a bench scene and they wouldhave to be warping themselves to work the puppets in and out of the shots.  I knew that real puppeteers would be much more used to doing this and that would be important for making filming less difficult.  I did an ad, asked around, spent a massive amount of energy finding these people and having the puppets made, which made me a crankier, less patient mama.

Jeremy was not able be part of the production --  but I was lucky to get Bill Millios of Back Lot Films and Marc Vadeboncoeur of Goodheart Media Services for my crew.  I know them both from when I was in Bill Millios' film Old Man Dogs back in 1996.  (Jeremy and I had also helped out on one of their filmmaking workshops in 2007 so we did work together a little more recently.)  Bill provided the camera and was the DP and Marc well, almost everything else.  My brother, Stephen, did boom duties.  (And he got coffee.)

The original script I wrote was ten pages, then nine, then eight.  I was feeling pretty good about it until I rehearsed with Alison and Zele five days before filming.  Despite their fabulous performances my tummy was sinking; it was clear that it was way too long.  I felt awful that they had been working on it but I just had to take out another chunk.  I hadn't expected to do so much editing on the script.  When I did I Just Want to Eat My Sandwich, the screenplay was about nine pages and the third draft of it (and I mean "third" loosely as there were just small changes from the second) was what we filmed.  But that one was a series of one-page mini-scenes which were easier to make concise on the second try.  Little Pen Lost was just one kind of long scene and needed much more honing and care.

I got it down to six pages. Much better.

We rehearsed with Alison, Zele and Julio the day before filming.  The other puppeteer wasn't able to make the rehearsal. That made me nervous but she had the smallest role so I figured we'd do as much as we could with the other three and then we would spend more time on the other role the next day.  But I was feeling like she wasn't going to show up at all.

My cast was trying to help me find someone else.  But at that point in the process I had no brain power left to handle anyone else.  And I didn't want to ask someone else to do it if the actress/puppeteer told me she was going to do it.  I decided if she didn't show I would just do it, myself, even though I didn't want to.  You'd think I'd be chomping at the bit to do it since I used to be an actor.  I really wasn't.  It was just the simplest thing for me to do.  I needed simple.

Indeed, the next day, the actress didn't show (I'm refraining from tangent-ing on this), but some big HVAC sounds surely did.  We were filming outside the Arlington Center for the Arts where we had the screenplay reading.  The times I had been there before to scope it out, the HVAC unit wasn't very loud.  I had made note of it because I heard it on one side of the building, but when I went to the front I couldn't hear it at all.  So, I was surprised to find it as unacceptably noisy as it was.

It was bad.  It was loud.  It was rattly.  It was obnoxious.  I considered filming inside but it just felt blah that way.   We did sound tests and discovered that it was less noisy filming on the steps as opposed to the benches.  It still wasn't great, but we had to do it then and there.  It was the only day everyone was available, Bill and Marc had come from New Hampshire, the Broad Humor Film Festival was in a month and Jeremy and I had to get up to speed on new editing software.  I wanted the film to be as great as it could be in every aspect but I had to settle just to do it in time for the festival.

My goal was to film it (meaning the amount of time the actors would be there) in four hours.  We just had to manage the situation we had.

And that's the first part. I will continue this at some point. (I think.)

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Tuesday, February 24, 2015

House of Hugs Cleaning

I've been doing a little clean up on my blog here. I had a lot of posts with embedded videos. I embedded many of these videos from a now defunct Ourfilmspace. I went through and updated these with embed code from Vimeo. And yes, the new Vimeo code makes the videos appear past the right margins which of course is not pretty to look at. I could look into the margins but well, there's only so much you can do in between calls for Mom. Oh wait -- another edit. Make that "Mom!"

I also deleted a few posts that had hardly any content but linking to videos that aren't there anymore.

I did something.

Tuesday, January 20, 2015

First there was Jimmy's House of Hugs

Last week my father gave me a copy of an article (by Stephanie Armour) from the Wall Street Journal about snuggling businesses taking off throughout the country.

The last few years I've seen a lot more news on this new cuddling industry. It should light a fire under me to keep working on my Jimmy's House of Hugs scripts. I have expanded the idea, even past the play that I wrote, but I have put those scripts on hold because I've had other stories in my mind writing themselves more readily.

But whenever I see something about a hugging business, I want to say, "Hey, I thought of it years ago!" It's not that I think I own the idea.  I know fully well that other people have imaginations and can conceive this idea without having been exposed to anything that has anything to do with me.  (Though it's not impossible that one of these people saw the film, either. It did play in Portland, OR  -- at the 2005 Faux Film Festival -- where one of the first businesses popped up several years ago.)

But I do own Jimmy's House of Hugs.  I hope to see you there.

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Sunday, July 13, 2014

Linked In

Just a note to anyone who sends me an invitation on Linked In:  I accept invitations from only those I can vouch for (even in a small way) either personally or professionally.  This does not mean that I don't want to network with you.  It's just that it's important to me to keep my Linked In connections as what they're intended to be -- people I've been connected with through work or school or in my personal life.

If we don't know each other and you want to network with me, you are welcome to friend me on facebook,  I use this account specifically for film industry stuff, nothing really personal, so I will friend just about anyone.

Wednesday, March 19, 2014

Little Pen Lost on Vimeo

I have finally released Little Pen Lost online.  I'm having problems with the embed code on my website so I wanted to put it here to make it easier to find.

I hope you'll watch it, and if you feel like it, give it a rating on IMDB.  Thank you!

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Tuesday, January 14, 2014

A Little Lost

Poster by Rose Kowalski

I've been working on a post about the making of "Little Pen Lost" and have been feeling kind of "eh" about it.  It's not that I don't have anything to say and not that I didn't enjoy the experience or love working with everyone.  But it's not like I feel like I really made a filmy-film.  I felt like I wrote and filmed a skit with really talented actors in it.  It serves well as a showcase for them.

The exception to the talented actors would be myself.  I had to act in it, because of a last minute drop out.  I think highly of the work Alison Wachtler, Zele Avradopoulos and Julio Robles in this film but but my comments above had nothing to do with my own acting.

Oh, and there's other kind of talent showcased in the film as well (music, cinematography and something else).  The only issues I have with anything around it is myself.

Actually, it isn't even the film -- it's where I am creatively.  Before doing the film I was working on a lot of scripts, many featurette to feature length.  I was feeling good about finishing some drafts and felt that I needed to keep working on those.  I was concerned that if I filmed something it would keep me away from writing.

I was right.  I haven't been able to do get back into writing that much.  But I'm still glad I did the film.   Really.  I needed that experience because if I get back into making longer films again (and by longer I mean 15 minutes even) I'm not going to feel good with 2007 being the last time I did any kind of real film production.  It just feels better to have done something more recently and to have worked on my directing skills.

So I did the film and it's gotten in some festivals (and won an award, too).  I'm really happy about that.  And in a way it's nice to feel like I did what I wanted to do with it and soon I'll put it online.  But I think it's thrown me for a loop with writing.  Or maybe I was entering that loop anyway and I needed the film to keep me creative.  Either way, I'm still in a weird place with my other scripts, not sure what to focus on.

I think I'm feeling "eh" about this post, too.  But I'll publish it.  (You can see I did.)  I'm just recording where I am.  At some point I hope my recorder tunes back towards a creative stream.  And maybe writing this will help me to.

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